No, definitely not. I went through some very personal dark/unhappy times growing up and throughout college. Family issues, bad relationships, friendship, money, the future, etc. I didn’t know who I was or what I wanted to do, I’ve dealt with insecurities, I’ve had bad relationships that made me unhappy, and at times I was the cause of my own unhappiness. I don’t pretend to have it all figured out but I can safely say that I have never felt this secure: in my career, with myself, and in my relationships, both with friends and with the man I love to no end, Alex. A quote to live by (and much better put!)….
“Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestations of your own blessings. And once you have achieved a state of happiness, you must never become lax about maintaining it. You must make a mighty effort to keep swimming upward into that happiness forever, to stay afloat on top of it.”